Monday, September 26, 2005

Another rainy day without you...

Another rainy day. It has been raining since I woke up this morning. The first thing on my mind when I woke up was a cup of hot coffee and toasts with peanut butter and berry jam... yummm. It is really nice to listen to rain while sipping some hot drink.

Quickly took a shower and headed to kitchen to prepare breakfast. When I picked up the bread... gosh! I found some black spots on the bread I should have kept it in the fridge. So... what is available now... pancake? no more milk! Found two oranges in the fridge... aha.. orange muffin! So I started to bake my muffin... it took about 40 minutes to prepare my breakfast today! Coffee was cold when muffin is ready, hot muffin with cold coffee. Made 12 muffins, it means my breakfast for the whole week will be muffin! Should have reduced the recipe by half, was thinking if I should give some to Yvone? Rainy day.. really lazy to go out.

Was thinking of Tak when baking... cos he likes muffins with poppy seeds. Thinking of the moment we were enjoying hot from oven muffins, both of us will say "ummm..." and nodding our heads after first bite. The joys of baking is seeing someone enjoying something you baked. He always asked "Honey, is muffin ready?" or "How long should I wait?" and I will check the oven once he asked, like a small child squatted down in front of oven and looking at the rising muffins intensively. Really miss those moments... and my dearest Tak.

I was shocked to hear that Tak was taken to hospital by ambulance cos of severe pain in the eyes. He sent me a pic of him with dressing on the eye and a painful look ... my heart sunk suddenly and felt like crying cos of hopelessness. Why must my darling suffer such pains? I wish I were there to take care of him... Is it a good sign in a relatioship when you realised again and again that you love someone so much, care of him so much and want him so much?

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